There are a few potential paths you can take! But, it is hard for you to identify which of these is best! The fact that you have not been able to pull through is impacting your self-esteem. This in turn, is making it more difficult for you to trust yourself to make the right decisions! So because you lack clarity in regard to which path may be best, the only thing you feel capable of doing is what you have done already! And, that is bringing frustrated results at best! There may be an obvious answer right in front of you. But because your attention is fixated on your need to make things better, you can’t see it. Though it may be difficult to do so, try to be less emotionally involved. You will always find fault with your actions if you look for it! Responsibility and blame are not the same! And in this moment, you need to let go of blaming yourself in order to fulfil your responsibility!
Tithi: Krishna Dasami