Simply longing does not make it so. But, who can blame you? You are feeling jaded, perhaps. No matter how you re-work things, you are finding yourself facing an obstacle that seemingly does not want to budge! Though you do not like dealing with such a scenario, you cannot deny that you are! Accept the truth of the situation, perhaps this is not the right path. Perhaps another one would be better! Trying to fix a problem with old solutions does not work. But if you look for the right new one, it will!
Tithi: Shukla Chaturthi