This confusion has you feeling stuck! It’s a matter of honour for you as you feel you should be able to sort your way through this! You are being called upon to make a difference and you don’t want to fall short! But look less at your pride and more at how you may be more of service! If you can get your ego to stop interfering, you will likely see that an answer has been there all along! It’s only a start! But, it’s a start that you can build upon! In the midst of taking things personally, you have simply forgotten who you are at heart! This memory lapse is blocking you! So though you may initially fell humbled, know that an ounce of humility is what you need in order to clearly know the answer!