On one level, you don’t want to do this. But, something has to happen sooner rather than later! To wait much longer would be foolish! Though you are not wild about the option that is available to you, it is at least a step in the right direction! To sit idle would feel dishonourable, yet to act foolishly would potentially bring disgrace. You have been patient long enough! Commit to a path and follow through. Do what feels honest and true within. And if nothing feels perfect, simply do your best!
Tithi: Full Moon Purnima