New Moon in Dhanishtha Nakshatra 4th February, 2019-Reconnection!
Though it may feel as if there is a sense of urgency to your situation, if you reflect for a moment you will find that there is little need to panic. If you feel stuck at the moment it is due to the fact that you have forgotten who you are! You have deviated from your beliefs and allowed yourself to lose sight of the essence of who you are. It is now time to remember that! Try to find peace within yourself. Scrutinise yourself less and trust your hunches much more. With the New Moon in Dhanishtha Nakshatra, though you may feel the support you desire is hard to find externally, you have all you need within yourself. Nourish yourself for the journey ahead and trust in the solution that inspires you most! There is no need to prove yourself, just a need to honour who and what you are!
Thank you, again, Michael. I woke up this morning, in a puddle of anger, tears, frustration and doubting everything and anything. Not knowing what has happened to my health, my finances are in upheaval, worries about job security. A family member facing surgery next month and trying to be strong for everyone while my life seems to be imploding.
So I get up and just let it loose, all my anger, fears, doubts and upsets…telling the universe it all as I got dressed and drove to my favorite trails to run and be in nature. (something that I was almost starting to give up due to depression and health issues) They are all covered with deep snow and ice so I got to the top of the hill and ran down the road feeling like a deer running through fields, breathing in, breathing out…power walked up the hill despite all the pain my body was trying to distract me with.
Not really sure how I felt after all that other than just glad to be out there but unsure of what to do, where to go next…I sat and checked what you had to say and well, thank you, as I said previously. Thank you. Just what I needed to hear and also that sense that I’m not alone in this world as I often feel despite having family and friends. I still often feel alone on an ocean in a little dingy boat.