Your desire is to get the job done as quickly as possible as you have had enough of a certain scenario! But although you are willing to put in the effort, you are less willing to do things in the way that would actually make a difference! Should it really come as a surprise then when things don’t work out? It’s no good bemoaning the fact that you have done the hard work and should have been rewarded with results. Take a step back for perspective! You are too involved and need a level of detachment to truly understand what you need to do!
Tithi: Shukla Trayodasi