You are struggling to make it happen, and that is very unnerving to you! But you are getting too caught up in the pursuit! That is causing you to do more harm to the situation than help! Perhaps you can do more by doing less. And perhaps the little you feel you can do is more than enough! Try to let your actions flow through you rather than trying to direct or force them and you will likely find you get further faster!
Tithi: Shukla Dasami