When you truly believe in something, you are able to dedicate your energy wholeheartedly to whatever the cause may be. But should you somewhere along the way find your dedication unwarranted the shift in energy can feel rather cataclysmic. As deeper layers of truth reveal themselves to you, that is something to be grateful for. But initially, you are finding yourself having to deal with a level of disenchantment and perhaps a degree of being unwilling to trust again as deeply as before. Allow the healing to occur with no feelings of self-guilt. Keep doing your best and you will find yourself in the right place!
Tithi: Full Moon Purnima