One part of you is concerned that you are not going to be able to do this. You are feeling on edge and on the brink of simply giving up altogether! Why bother? Indeed! Why bother! You are making a bother and then from that little bother making an even bigger bother and finally a gargantuan bother! So, stop bothering! Move on from the stress! Breathe through it, and release! And get on with the same hard work and effort you have been putting in thus far! You are making a difference!
Tithi: Shukla Dvadasi